Sunday, April 20, 2008
hmt has slayed me. totally.
i really feel like giving up.
i have been hovering at lect 6 & 7 for the past 2 days..
and i cant still freaking rmb a single shit.
i will not have enough time to write out.
reading the book does me no justice.
i really just feel like tearing the book up and forgetting about it.
yet i know i cant.
having spending so much of my parents savings.
the family will be depending on me after i grad.
after seeing SIA's call for more crew members,
i really wonder what the hell am i doing in sim.
If i could just get thru the rounds,
I will be starting on a dream career
and the money will roll in
with travelling across th world
h e a v e n
hais.
mayo and follet. bring me to your graves.
i am so stressed. i keep having terrible nightmares these days.
that is how bad everything is.
pouts lippie*
4/20/2008 10:01:00 PM
